Special Chapter #1

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Tiffany's unsent letters to Seth




April 2, 2012

Uhm.. Hi..

April 3, 2012

Dre..


April 6, 2012

How are you?


April 11, 2012

Dre..

I was sighing in annoyance while writing this. I'm sorry if it took me a week before I gathered all my guts to write something. I'm not hesitating.. I wanted to write to you. It's just that.. Hindi ko alam kung saan at paano magsisimula. Maraming bagay akong kailangan at gustong sabihin sayo, kaso..

Hindi ko na mabilang kung nakakailang buntong hininga na ako. I was kind of amused at myself.. and angry too. Hindi ko alam kung bakit sobra sobra ang aking kaba gayong nagsusulat lang naman ako..

I can imagine your face, you know.. At hindi ata iyon nakakatulong dahil hindi mabawasan ang kaba ko. Hayy..

Hindi ko talaga alam kung saan magsisimula.


April 14, 2012

Kamusta ka na? I'm sorry about the contents of  my first letters. None of it makes sense.. Natatakot kasi ako kaya wala akong maidugtong pero, ngayon nakapagdesisyon na ako. I'll start with telling you all of my thoughts-- maliit at malaki, and my feelings. I wont hesitate anymore.


April 19, 2012

Hey.. How are you doing? I hope you've been well. Inaalagaan mo naman ang sarili mo hindi ba?

You're not slacking off are you? I hope not. Kasi natatawa ako sa tuwing naaalala ko ang mga kalokohan ng kaibigan mo. Hindi naman ako tutol na samahan mo sila, pero nag aalala lang ako.. Hindi ka naman nila pinapahamak 'diba? I know them. They won't abandon you. Lalo na si Kirio. So I am actually assured with that. Hindi ko lang maintindihan kung bakit naiisip ko iyon. Maybe because I heard from Tita Sam that you weren't your usual self anymore?

I'm sorry.. Alam kong ako ang dahilan kung bakit ka nagkakaganyan. But please take care of yourself. Don't skip meals. Don't ger sick. Don't drink a lot. Just.. please be safe.. Because I will surely hate myself if something bad happens to you.




April 29, 2012

I've decided. I will tell you everything from now on.. Sumasakit na kasi ang ulo ko sa pag iisip. Baka malapit na rin akong mabaliw.

By the way, do you know the reason why I keep writing?

It was because I am missing you so, so bad.

Gusto kong makausap ka sa personal at sabihin sayo ang lahat pero hindi maaari.

Kaya naisip kong kahit sa ganitong paraan man lang, maipaalam ko sayo ang lahat. But I guess, these letters won't reach you. At all.. Kasi hindi ko ito pinapadala.

Nakakatawa hindi ba? I keep compiling these in a box and occasionally, I would stare blankly at it. I'm sorry..




May 2, 2012

I'm sorry Dre..

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.. I feel so guilty right now. I don't know why but, maybe I've always felt guilty all along.

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