Your emotions hit you like a wave that never ends. You are swept up off of your feet and pulled back into the water from which you just escaped. People see you in the water but they don't know what holds you down. They see you struggling but they are blinded to the fact that you are so close to drowning. You helped so many people when they needed it, but they are nowhere to be found when you are drowning. You are gasping for air, begging to be saved. No one helps. They sit there as bystanders not even paying attention to you. Not understanding how much you hurt. You give up. You finally stop struggling. You are gone.
