16- Jayda

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"I was good on my own, that's the way it was, that's the way it was
You was good on the low for a faded fuck, on some faded love
Shit, what the fuck you complaining for?
Feeling jaded huh?
Used to trip off that shit I was kickin' to you
Had some fun on the run though I give it to you
But baby, don't get it twisted
You was just another nigga on the hit list
Tryna fix your inner issues with a bad bitch
Didn't they tell you that I was a savage
Fuck your white horse and a carriage
Bet you never could imagine
Never told you could have it
You needed me
Oooh, you needed me
Feel a little more, and give a little less Know you hate to confess
But baby who, you needed me"

Feeling everything rhianna was saying and wishing i could back in time and never started fucking with demaryius again i sung my all into the song as i packed my last bag. It had been five months since i moved in with demaryius and i was growing tired of the bullshit he was putting me through... all though we had intially agreed that wed stick to co parenting and being friends that soon turned into him sneaking into my room after desire was sleep and fucking the living shit outta me almost every night. At first it was just sex for me then when he started to feed me bullshit promises about us i soon fell for it. I thought we were building up towards something. Knowing that hes a nfl player i knew there was a chance he was fucking with groupie bitches, but never did i ever think in life hed bring some whack ass bitch to the house were me and desire live. Immeditaley i flippeed the fuck out and this bitch had the audacity to speak to me... but that ass whooping got her right. After that day i havent talked to demaryius and a week later im happy to say i found a place so me and desire can get tf out of here

"MOMMY!" Desire shouts over the music blaring catching my attention i reached for my phone to pause the song

"Whats up? You almost ready?"

"I dont want to go mom" she pouts

"Why not i thought you liked the new house?"

"I do.. but daddys not coming. And if daddy doesnt come we wont have a king to the castle" she explains her theory making chuckle

"Well think of it this way... your the princess at mommys and daddys castle no matter whos there"

"I just dont get it mommmy.. we just got dad back! Why do we have to leave him again?!"

Seeing her lip tremble i knew she break out into tears at any moment

"Listen babe... just because we dont live in the same house doesnt mean were leaving daddy ok.. you can still come over here every other week and the football season starts again you still go to his home games and everything ok?"

"You promise?" She ask while drying her eyes

"I pinky promise" i swear while intertwinning our pinkys together kissing our thumbs then connecting them

Hearing the doorbell ring we both got up and headed for the front.. it must be the movers.

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Looking around the empty room which was once mine i sighed... going to desires room which most of the stuff stayed knowing shed be coming over here often i giggled at the mess of walls she had... demaryius had told her she could have it any way she wanted, she decided it look best if her and her daddy painted it... it was a horrible mixture of colors. It looked as if someone ate every color paint off the rainbow and threw it up... but she loved it

Wiping the fallen tear off my cheeks i turned off the light and retreated to the front door

When demaryius came home he was up for a rude awakening

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