truculently + rants [on hold]

mood

my mood has been decreasing so much lately and i don't even understand WHY

one moment i'm happy and laughing and stuff and after like 10 minutes i'm upset and my resting bitch face kicks in I DON'T UNDERSTAND MYSELF

and i'm cleaning my computer and laptops out on saturday aka my mom's way of taking advantage of the free maintenance from the geek squad at best buy, and she likes all of our PCs in the house to run flawlessly for some reason

but i'm going to have to redownload stuff like photoshop and svp and google chrome and that takes up too much of my time ugh

i haven't written anything in months

i don't have inspiration

i'm 99.9% sure that i'm a horrible writer

scratch that

100%

i absolutely positively know that i'm bad at writing

ughghhghghghghghghghghg

AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I PASSED MY STATEWIDE TESTING BECAUSE THE PEOPLE IN MY MATH CLASS CAN'T SHUT THEIR BASIC BUSTED PIE HOLES AND I COULDN'T HEAR MY NAME BEING CALLED OUT WHILE THE NAMES OF THOSE WHO DID PASS WERE BEING RECITED

fml

i'm going to deport myself

maybe create bleach pops or something

just kidding

don't drink bleach or consume anything toxic

your body is a temple, respect it

diana was here lol