truculently + rants [on hold]

iq

i really want to be smart

i took a IQ test today and i scored 115, which is average for my age, BUT I STARTED TO PLAY AROUND AND GUESS AT THE LAST TEN QUESTIONS SO I COULD'VE GOTTEN A BETTER IQ SCORE IM RANGING

my mom made me watch a bunch of youtube videos of child prodigies and geniuses and my self esteem is lower than Matty Healy's pants so!!

BUT MY MOM CALLED ME "STUPID" THIS MORNING AND IM STILL SHOOK WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT BECAUSE PARENTS SHOULDN'T CALL THEIR CHILDREN "STUPID"??? and she wAsn't joking so iM

if i don't get into mensa one day, i'll shoot myself :-D

im trying to start playing games that will help me with my average joe IQ and read more books that aren't fanfiction lolz pray 4 me

SHOOK