You are my rose (Alois Trancy)

Chapter 34

Alice's pov

"And I did it again" I sobbed onto Ciels shoulder. He rubbed my back

"Sebastian, get more tea" he ordered. Yes I had gone to see ciel. Only because I felt awful about earlier and just wanted to tell someone. He seemed to care. Alois did say he would interact with me more and the baby but something about it just didn't seem right.

"It's okay, we all lose ourself a little when we are desperate" he whispered comfortingly. I sighed and look deep into his blue eye

"I shouldn't have to be desperate" I whispered as a tear slipped.

It was silent. Then before I knew it mine and Ciels lips were clashing together. I was too shocked at first, but the "this is wrong" feeling came over me and I pushed him off me. I didn't Shred a tear or cry or scream or yell. I had gotton use to this treatment and I had too much to deal with. I have to go back to blocking out pain and emotion. I stood up and just started to walk out

"Alice-wait" ciel called as I walked out. I ingnored him and saw Lizzy walking

"Ditch the bitch, he takes advantages of  despite pregnant women" I spat and just walked straight past her and left. Ciel had stopped running after me after Lizzy asked him what had happened. I left the manor and went to walk the long way home.

I can't believe I trusted him. He tried to kill Alois, the reason why Alois is distracted, and made a move on a married pregnant woman when he too is promised to another. I am sick of all this. I just want someone right now, but i have no one. I kept all emotions at bay since I couldn't deal with them right now. Sounds crazy but I learnt to deal with it. It sucks but it's the only thing keeping me sane.

I had arrived back at the manor and saw Alois waiting for me

"Alice" he said in a low voice

"Yes Alois" I groaned as I turned to him.

"Where were you" he asked walking closer. I rolled my eyes and groaned

"I was out, what do you care, look Alois I really just want to go to bed right now" I sighed and walked off towards the stairs. I felt something grab my arms and I spun around to see Alois with a tight grib on me

"Tell me where you where" he whispered in that angry voice. I pulled my arm away but he pulled it back down

"I was out, walking, Alois seriously let me go" I growled though gritted teeth. I then pulled my arm free and carried on walking up the stairs. I had gotton to the top when I herd Alois call after me. I just carried on walking but I felt Alois push me against a wall and soon his lips were plastered against me.

Now the thing about love is that even though you know it's so wrong it just feels so right.

Authors PoV

This story isn't going the way I wanted it to go and I think it's coming to a end soon.