Authors Note: I'm Broken

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I'm not even upset about the show anymore, I'm honesty just broken.

I have an Instagram account and a couple of days ago I deactivated it because of all the shit that happened with the pics getting leaked. I came back to post my rant like I always do on my account, my account has always been a friendly place, no one hates on eachother we all share our opinions and it's a happy place.

Well I post my rant and immediately realize that no one even noticed I was gone, and instead of coming back to the loving formerly followed I left, I come back to two CS shippers who attack the shit out of me.

Immediately they call me a bitch and a fake fan for being upset and wanting to leave the show and I just lost my shit.

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One of my followers stuck up for me and even she/he got attacked by them

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One of my followers stuck up for me and even she/he got attacked by them. The reason I'm posting this is because I have no one left to turn to. I'm now being cyber bullied by CS shippers for stating my own opinion on my own account. And honestly I'm already at a weak stage where I'm sobbing and not completely sane so when people start cussing me out and calling me a fake fan it doesn't help.

It just kills me because I'm never affected my people's words I've had so many haters on my account and these two just got to me. They are just relentless.

I'm emotionally distraught, and have no one to turn to. Sorry for ruining your evenings with my problems but I figured if I can't find comfort and non hate in real life or Instagram and Twitter life I might as well try Wattpad and pray I don't get called a bitch or a fucker tonight again.

I've lost the will to go on with any of my social media platforms and world war three is going on in my Instagram comments section so I don't know what to do. I post one thing and I'm just blown away how quickly the hate came in.

I'm going to try and forget about the events of tonight but I doubt I'll be able to. Sorry again for bothering you but if any of you still care thanks for reading this.

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