Broken

CH. 14 (MATURE)

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As soon as I set foot in his apartment, he has me pinned against the door. 

"Hi Cupcake" I snicker
"I hate that name" he growled before kissing my neck.
"I hate flowers...especially Daisies" I reply emphasizing the word
"Listen, I had sex with her once and she won't leave me alone," he tells me.
"Is sex with you that good?" I question him innocently

"I don't want to brag but," he says a smug grin on his face.

"You still with her?" I asked him point blankly

"I wasn't really with her," he said going to kiss me and I stopped him with my hands.
"Last night," I told him, his eyes grew narrow
"What do you know about last night?" he mutters
"I know Ms. Flower wasn't on your mind" I snicker again
"Get out" he snarls
"My poor Cupcake, not use to rejection?" I teased him.

I laugh at the look on his face, it was the face of a man that is about to go into a murderous rage. I grinned and pinched his cheeks. If possible his look intensified until it broke and he threw his fist against the steel door, and there was low growling in his throat. My eyes widen because his fist was right next to my head.

I look at and finally see him truly for the first time, he was trembling rage and his teeth were clenched. I grabbed his face and crashed my lips to his. He responded by wrapping an arm around my waist and picking me up so my legs were wrapped around his waist.

"You didn't hit me," I say between kisses
"Of course, I didn't hit you" he groans and then finds my mouth with his again shoving his tongue in. I gripped his hair.

"I hope you have protection" I growl as he squeezes my backside.
"I'm not stupid" he groans as he presses me against him.

I pull my t-shirt over my head, he mimics me, we both shuck our jeans away and underwear, he gazes at me hungrily.

"No time for that,"I tell him.

I was truly desperate for him, I needed him. He was like water in a desert.

He throws me on the bed and runs to the bathroom, grabs a foil packet and then comes back to the bedroom, he already has it rolled over his impressive length.

He grabs my ankles and pulls me until I'm laying on my back, he licks his way up my body, his eyes piercing mine, he grabs my legs and positions them around his waist.

"I'm not going to be gentle" he warns.
"Who asked you to be" I nip at his chin.
"You're gonna kill me," he says before he thrusts in.

I moaned at the feeling of him stretching me in all the right places. He groans aloud. I bit his shoulder and then lick it with my tongue.

He begins to thrust hard, holding my neck possessively.

"How long have you wanted this?" He asks me
"From the moment I met you," I tell him before another moan of pleasure hits me.
"You feel so good" he moans his thrusts speeding up.

He reached his fingers down to play with the bundle of nerves and grins when I moan loudly, he matches his fingers with his thrusts, he ankles his thrust a little the right and he hits something inside me that has me screaming. I dig my fingernails into his back.

"You're mine" he growls as thrusts harder.
"ERIC" I cried out my back bowing off the mattress, my eyes rolling back in my head.
"SHADE" he growls my name.

We both lay there catching our breaths, he pulls me back to his chest, I can feel his heartbeat thunder against my back. I smile, he pulls the sheet over our bodies, as we allow sleep to take us.

"Hey" I feel someone prodding my back
"What?" I grumble

"It's time for results" the voice whispers into my ear and I shiver.

I turn over and see Eric smiling at me, I kiss him on the lips gently which he returns lazily

"Hello..Cupcake" I tell him
"I hate that name" he grumbles against my lips

"Do I have to go?" I grumble burying my head in his neck and kissing him lightly
"Yes you do, don't you want to see how you did" He chuckles while caressing my back.

I nod and reluctantly pull away and walk over to my pile of close, I bend down to get my underwear and I heard a wolf whistle. I rolled my eyes.

"Where does this leave us now?" I told him slipping my pants back on, then reaching my shirt
"What do you mean?" he asks sitting up.
"I mean, what we did, does that mean we're what? Friends with benefits?Lovers? Boyfriend girlfriend?" I asked him putting my shirt over my head.
"Why does it have to mean anything?" he grumbles slipping on his pants.
"I forgot who I was talking about" I slipped my boots on.
"Shade wait.." he started.
I turned on my heel and looked at him.
"I-" he started to say and then just shakes his head and shrugs his shoulders.
"Eric, if I make it through this, I'm going to be here for a while, so why don't we agree that was just an "emotional response" and leave it at that," I tell him concealing my broken heart.
"Ok," he silently agrees.
I nod leaving his apartment.

We were all gathered in the pit awaiting our results.

"Congratulations on the new Dauntless members," Max said revealing our scores:

Will

Shade

Jade

Peter

"We made it" I cheer loudly grabbing Will and Jade. We all headed to the bar.

We were all drinking at the bar when Peter approached us.

"If you came to start trouble" I warn him

"No, I've brought you a drink to apologize," he said
"Ok," I accept it.
"So we need to get tattoos of the Dauntless symbol," I tell them.

We kept drinking and I started to feel a little woozy.

"Hey guys I think I'm going to call it a night, I'm not feeling so hot" I slur and they nodded.

I held onto the walls as I stumbled my way towards the dorm, I could hear my footsteps echoing, I stop walking but they continued walking. I frowned and started groping the wall for support. I turned and saw a familiar face.

"Hey Daisy"I slur out

She smiled before I felt an explosion of pain against my temple, I fell into oblivion...

OH SNAP! What's going to happen to Shade?