Bruised, I lie here
Waiting for you to see
That living a life without you
Is slowly killing me
Bored, I count weeks
One by one they go
That maybe you never liked me
You never really showed
Exhausted, I cry
I'm turning to someone else
Someone to hold hands with
But I would never tell
Confused, I lie here
Tangled in my bed
Unable to sleep till midnight
With you inside my head.
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Do I know how to feel anymore? I dunno R, I don't know. I have no idea how to feel about you anymore. I want you but I don't. You lack emotion and affection, and you were never willing to try to keep us together. And I want to hate you for that, but every time I see you...I just can't bring myself to stare you down because you shine too bright, too happily and I don't want me to be the reason that you lose that shine.
-A
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Rainy Days
Poetry// Komorebi // (n) sunlight that filters through the leaves of trees in a forest
