One Simple Push (Dan Howell x Reader)

Chapter 22: Jealousy

Phil's POV:

'Damn her. Screw Dan, taking her away from me. I have been a huge fan of hers for a long time and then Dan just comes and takes her from me. I haven't been this mad at Dan since we broke up and decided to put our careers first and dating later back in 2011. We promised to try and get back together but no, he decides to go date the girl of my dreams.' My thoughts were consumed with hate, nothing else was swelling in that brain of mine other than the two. I let out a sigh, pinching my nose in the process. I have no clue what to do anymore, I want Dan and (Y/n) to be happy, but I, too, want happiness.

I slowly take my phone out of my back pocket and call someone, hoping to be able to talk and get the anger off my chest. I scroll down my contacts until I see the name of someone I've rarely talked to, but he and (Y/n) were good friends so I was hoping he wouldn't mind me calling him.

Joey Graceffa.

I gave him a call and he answered within the 5th ring.

"Hey Phil, what's up?" He had always been kind to me.

"Hi Joey, do you mind if I ask if we can meet somewhere and talk?" A good second or two of silent later, he replies.

"Yeah sure, I'm near a Starbucks at the moment, I'll text you the address." I got the text and it was 10 minutes away. I hailed a cab and reached my destination.

Dan's POV:

Today was amazing, and now I have this amazing girl curled up against my chest, her warm breaths so soft, her hand on my chest, our legs intertwined. I held her as I would hold a child, softly and with every bit of me. I kissed her forehead and soon drifted to sleep through her soft breath.

My eyes slowly fluttered open as I had noticed (Y/n) had shot up from her spot and was looking around the room. "Is something wrong, love?" She didn't respond. Was she still asleep? Her breath was ragged, broken, weary. I stroked her back, but she tensed at my touch. "Love, is there something wrong?" My eyes had now adjusted to the light and I noticed her (e/c) orbs glimmering with the moonlight that got caught in them, but through her eyes was pure pain and shock.

"Don't leave me..." Her words came out as if they were forced, still deep within sleep.

"Babe, I won't leave you. Come lay back down and talk to me." I beckoned her to lay back down with me and she soon did. Mumbling about her dream of loosing someone, but one sentence caught me off guard.

"Phil, why did you do this to Dan?"

Your POV:

My breathing was broken. The images I saw, so gruesome. Dan, dead. Phil, holding the knife. Whispering "You're next," over and over again. I wanted to scream, I wanted this to be fake, but it was al so real. The smells, the feel of the area. The lingering voice of Dan telling Phil to let me go. It was all to much for me. Dan was trying to comfort me with his dying words.

"Babe, I won't leave you. Come lay back down and talk to me," I did as he said. I expressed how much I loved him and how I wished to never loose him, all so he could here something happy as he passed. He soon died, and,

I woke up.

"Dan!" I just hugged him so tightly, wishing to never let go. Wishing to never lose him as I did in my dream. I cried into his shoulder and told him of my dream. Told him of how Phil was so familiar to me, and these weird dreams I had been having. Most nearly coming true, only a frame or two the exact same. "I think Phil's jealous."

Phil's POV:

"Thank's Joey, for the talk. I just--don't know how to feel. I feel alone, the two loved one's in my life are dating each other and I have, I have no one."

"Oh, Phil. It's tough, I know, you'll find the right person. But hey, now you know it's not one of them, right?"

"Yeah, not one of them..." I left Joey and went back to the hotel room. I just watched TV and then fell asleep.

I woke up and went for a walk around the town. California sure was beautiful, and a walk on the beach was surely helpful to calm my mind. I even had small talk with one of the locals, her name was Samantha. She had golden eyes and dirty blonde hair, a calm and sweet voice, and clearly not cold for it being a good 50 out. She was cute too, and I think I found someone I can have, other than Dan or (Y/n).

I learned a bit about her, how she had a channel of her own on youtube even. I promised her a follow and I was soon hooked and the beautiful beach girl. The girl who stole my breath. The girl who captured my heart.

The girl who got ride of my jealous thoughts of getting (Y/n) or Dan back.

I think I found someone I can love and feel love back. I found my girl.