I wake up each morning
To realize you aren't here
You are not by my side
You are not in my life
With each second that goes by
I start to feel empty inside
My heart breaks a little bit more
With each lie you told
I am so done with you!
And all your crypt messages that I could never unfold.
I woke up today
With my heart in my throat
I tried to make sense of what I have been told
I had a dream but it wasn't doctor martin luther king's
This one was scary
Not even mary would tell me
it's meaning
For fear of it affecting my upbringing
It is now night time
And it's time for me to go to sleep
But I don't want the day to end
Because I can't admit that no matter how much I deny it
You were never next to me
And I never was next to you
To put It simply
You were never mine
