The Boy On Twitter [COMPLETED]

•Hate•

I should of expected it when I came into a semi-famous boys life, the words were covering my mentions, my twitter was wild, even indirects people tagged me in, I didn't want this and I never wanted this, George came to me, George messaged me, I didn't make the first move, we were just friends and that's all that we were but fans acted out, I don't know why, maybe it was fear, fear of something that I didn't understand, hiding in a toilet cubicle with tears in my eyes I reread what was being sent to me.

slut, she's only using him for fame, stupid whore, she needs to leave him alone, what the hell, who even is she, she just wants fame, she's using them all.

Every word hit me hard, it was like a dagger, I wasn't anything they said, I wasn't anything they thought up, these people didn't even know me but their words were important to get out, they wanted me to know these things, people wanted me to know the things I weren't tagged in, I saw George was tagged in some and I wondered if he had saw them. 

@NewHopeGeorge: so many negative people in the world 🙁

He saw and he replied without even mentioning anything, does that mean he knew what was being said to just me, I was worried that he saw and didn't want to talk to me, 

from: George 🎸
Ignore them, I'm so sorry about how they're reacting x

I knew he meant well but right now I just wanted to be alone, I wanted to cry this all out because I didn't want the fans to hate especially since I was only friends, my phone kept buzzing and I was scared to even unlock my phone, everytime my phone buzzed it would light up and show me my lockscreen picture, it made me smile, it was the photo of George and I, he was kissing my cheek and it made me ridiculously happy, I was sat on the floor with the door locked when I heard Sophie come in, calling my name I decided to only talk to her 

"how do I deal with this" I said hoping the wobbling in my voice wasn't noticeable
"it's hard but you have to show it doesn't bother you, you have to ignore what is being said and just remember you're friends with him and they aren't, you're who he likes" she responded 
"Its just hard" I said my tone of voice screamed that I was defeated, Sophie paid no attention to it
"come on, get up and come back with us" she said softly  

She was right, but I knew it was going to be difficult, making my twitter and instagram private and not letting anyone see what I was doing or saying and not letting George put anything up would make things easier, right?

Phone buzzing to let me know I was tagged in a photo on instagram, I saw it was George, he had put up a blurred photo of me dancing around to The Vamps, the caption brought a little smile to the surface 

The sun brightens the day and the moon brightens the night, but you brighten my life.

This boy, he would be the death of me, literally because reading the comments I knew I was in for something deep tonight.