Broken Gem [Steven Universe FanFiction] [On Hold]

Chapter 6

Connie's POV

It's funny how your best friend.. Your best friend...Can be ripped away from you in a matter of seconds... They took him.. They took away my best friend..

Steven Universe Died for the first time at Strawberry Battle field. Now what do I mean for the first time?.. You see gems don't die unless there gem is shatter.

Retreating into there gem is all most alike to dying. But the gems, the crystal gems can come back after they heal inside of there gem. It's like dying and coming back. Steven however, is half human..
We don't know if he's ever coming back.. Do you really want to be put in this position?..

Imagine your sister or brother, mom or dad, Boyfriend or Girlfriend, Husband or Wife was killed.. Right In front of you..

Their life snagged away forever... You can see the sadness in there tiny smile they'll play on their lips so you can always remember them with a smile, you can watch as the tears swell in there eyes...
But your bound.. Tied together by ropes. You can only Watch in utterly shame yourself.. Because you couldn't do anything...

Because you believe you could've saved them, because you thought you could've done something.. But you couldn't! You couldn't save them only Watch as there killed! You can only see them die in front of you! There soul disappearing..

I sat on Steven Bed crying. Those words ran around In my head. Dancing on the hurting in my brain, only causing me to hurt more. Steven was truly my only and best friend.. But he's gone and there's a chance he'll never come back.

The clap of Large footsteps climb up the stairs. Not even turning my head I stated solemnly and bluntly..

"Garnet stay away from me.." I said, I spit the words out harshly. I can literally taste the sourness they left behind.

Garnet sighed heavily before there was a dip in the soft mattress on the other side of the bed. I continued to stare out the window. However I glimpsed a tad at Garnet. Her head in her hands and her elbows on her knees.

"Connie, talk to me.. Your bottling up your feelings.. That's why your angry.." She states in her calm deep voice.. How can she be calm?!?

"Yeah I'm bottling up my feeling! Yeah ok sure.. So how have you've been Garnet.. Taken it easy while Steven probably dead!" I shouted harshly.. I sat on my knees on Stevens bed. Two small dips forming under my knees.

"I'm upset too Connie.." She replied simply.. I can hear the stress and strain in her voice. Steven dead Garnet! Why must you act strong! You can cry! Can you at least so a little emotion?.. I rash on in my head angrily.

"Connie, please vent to me. I'll listen, and I'll support.. Connie this isn't Healthy for a human child. Does your mother even know your here? She's probably worried about you.." She stated motherly. She obviously cared but I wasn't having any of it. I wanted to scream! And Yell! And Shout every bad word I possibly knew. Yet I restrained myself from getting hype. But she wants to hear it? Fine then..

"Oh you want to be supportive now?.. Huh! Alright Garnet.." I sneered her name maniacally. "Garnet my best friend died! And you don't seem like you care! Non of you've talked about it! and that's the thing! I'm only a human child Garnet! I could've saved him but I also couldn't! I was weak! I was weak while Bismuth was strong! He took away Steven! He killed Steven and I couldn't help! I couldn't save him! I COULDN'T SAVE MY BEST FRIEND WHEN HE NEEDED ME! I COULDN'T SAVE STEVEN UNIVERSE FROM DYING BECAUSE I WAS TOO WEAK!" I screamed the end with my eyes closed tight while standing on the un stable bed.

Tears streamed out of my eyes...

"Just image Sapphire or Ruby died. Imagine there gems were shattered Garnet! THATS HOW I FEEL! I feel shattered.. I'm only half of a whole without Steven.. Steven completes me.. But Steven not here so I'm only a broken sad song! I'm dead without Steven! They've should've killed me not him! I should've been able to protect him but I couldn't! I'm only a weak only!

Without you.. I feel broke..
Like I'm half of a whole..
Without you.. I got no hand to hand..
Without you..

Without you.. I feel torn
like a sail in a storm..
Without you.. I'm
Just a sad song..

Without you, Without you... I'm not opportunity..
So please don't just leave me here alone..
Without you there's no Steven to go.."

I sang those song lyrics sadly. Garnet only looked at me with tears streaming down her face. Her chest looked un even and moving uncontrollably up and down. Her breathing was hitched.

She opened her arms for a free hug. My head was pounding and my heart was thumbing my sadness and lost. I feel to my knees sloshing the bed around. I crawled on my knees only into Garnets arms. Where she pulled me into a tight embrace..

What am I'm going to do without you Steven?..