My Thoughts

Do They?...

I wonder if anybody really cared... Everything everybody's said... Was it all true and meaningful?... Right... I'm thinking too much again.. But I can't help it.. Something's come as they please. And I can't stop them...
Like everybody that walked on me...

Like I was trash... I didn't stop them... I could've...
But I wasn't strong enough to face them... To tell them to fuck off... Or leave me alone...

I'm weak... Physically, emotionally, and mentally...
I feel like I make everyone worry about me...
We all know I'm not going to do anything though...
Cause Im weak...

I can't bring myself to do those things...
The thoughts that run through my head?...
They'll stay that way...
In no time soon are they going to change into actions...

My life is like an ocean...
Filled with beautiful, strong fish.
With sharks going around looking for their next meal...
And me?... I'm the small guppy...
The sad guppy...

I'm going crazy...
Aren't I?... Comparing my life to things?...
Its all nonsense anyways...
It always has been...