My Thoughts

I'm sorry.

Feelings...
What are they for?.
I just want things to be the same
Just like before...

The numbness...
The pain...
The things I can't describe
Yet, they make me feel sane..

I'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry for the way things have been.
Promise me you'll never leave.
Can things just go back to the time when I was ten?.

My mind is tangled up like a ball of yarn,
Trying to find my way out and I still can't see.
I can't believe some of these things even happened...
Maybe something's were just meant to be.

Hold me,
Kiss me.
Tell me you miss me,
Hold my hand.

I'm sorry for everything I've done...
Please forgive me...