My Thoughts

Too Much?

Why do I feel like there's too much?
Too much on my plate.
Too much to handle?
I feel like I'm stuck at a gate.

But why?
Why do I feel this way?
Poem after poem,
Just writing so the feelings don't stay.

Why am I constantly writing?
Is this too much?
Why can't I be free?
Freedom feels so far to touch.

Why?
Why does it feel that way?
People say life's a game,
But do I still want to play?

Should I search for the game over screen?
Should I do it?
I know it'll hurt,
But everything doesn't seem to fit.

This lonely feeling no longer fits,
It feels strange.
Like my feeling are all over,
No longer in range.

How did this happen?
Is disappearing just something feelings do?
Every day is different,
I'm no longer blue.

What is this?