I'd rather not tell you
My thoughts in the night
When the silence pressed me
To stir a troubled heart.
I'd rather not tell you
Those sleepless nights that I have
When the blackness stares at me
Taunting, waiting for me to slip.
I'd rather not tell you
These tangled feelings
Twisting and turning like the sheets
Trapping my body to the bed.
I'd rather not tell you
of my indecision
Of how i feel when I think
About how I've fallen too deep.
I'd rather not tell you
Of these tormenting voices
Kept locked within me, laughing
As I plunge once more into the abyss
That is you..
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