(A/N just a reminder it's still 2013 in the story just to let ya know) •two weeks later• The past two weeks where hectic. Denis and I decided to announce our breakup, making some of my fans angry and others relived. His fans however, they attacked me. I didn't care though, I've been hurt to many times by people who don't know me, so it shouldn't bother me. Today was the day Austin was coming home, and I was throwing a surprise party. By party I mean a couple people, and cake in my apartment. Austin texted me saying the bus just dropped him off at his place, and that he'll be their in five minutes. I squealed, and started putting people in hiding places. Josh was in the corner of the dining room, Tyler was behind the couch with Jenna and Kendra, Miles was behind the door, Tony and Jaime hid in the closet, and Mike and Vic just stood out of view in the kitchen. Five minutes later there was a knock on the door. I opened it, and Austin body slammed me with a hug. He still smelled like vanilla, and he was warm. I hugged back, and smiled into his chest. Once we pulled away I yelled out 'surprise' and everyone jumped out. Austin laughed, and then everyone ran over for a hug. Austin cleared his throat and smiled. "I hope you don't mind I brought my ex-wife," Austin chucked. In 2010 Austin got married to a girl, I hated her but I set my feelings as life for Austin. Then she cheated on him, so why was she their? Then from behind him a girl with long blonde hair and brown roots steeped in the apartment. She wore a blue button up shirt with skinny jeans. She had eyeliner on her waterline and on her eyelid, she also wore big glasses.
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"Hey guys!" Gielle smiled Everyone said hi but I stood their staring at her. ««««««««»»»»»»»» Everyone left but Alan, he knew I wasn't okay. Alan laid in bed next to me, and sighed. He tucked a stray hair behind me ear, and kissed my head. I closed my blue eyes for a minute, and then brought my legs up to my chest. I was wearing a black t-shirt and shorts like I normally wear to sleep. My long brown hair resting behind me. Alan was still in his regular clothes, but he stayed so he knew I'd be okay. Out of all people. I mean, shes a huge bitch. "Hey, don't think her." Alan said putting his hand on my cheek. "How'd you know?" I chucked "I can tell from your eyes." "Eyes are the windows to the soul." "True." After a long pause we started laughing. Then I gave Alan a small smile. "You should get going, it's 11:00!" I giggle "Okay, I'll see you soon." He smiled planting a small kiss on my forehead. I found myself falling asleep thinking about the next day. Miles and Kendra where going on vacation to Florida for a week, so I had a week to myself in the apartment. ««««««««»»»»»»»» I hugged Kendra tightly as we arrived at the airport. I gave her a quick kiss on the cheek, and then looked up at Miles. He was 6'4, and me being short (5'4) I was looking up at him. "You take care of her," I stated. "I will," Miles chuckled giving me a hug. They then waved by and then I got in the car. The sun was rising, and I decided to put on Do You See What I'm Seeing? By P!ATD. I rolled down my window and stuck my left hand out. I found myself on a back road singing along. I made my way back to my apartment, and hummed. I was sitting on the balcony staring at the clouds when I got a text. Austin-can I come over? Me-sure I then went back to looking at the clouds in the sky. I decided to go change so we could film a video. I slipped on a grey Panic! shirt and skinny jeans, I slipped on my Harley Quinn socks and went into the living room. I set up my camera on its tripod in front of the TV. Austin knocked on the door, and I opened it. He was wearing a white t-shirt with a skull on it, and jeans. His brown eyes showed concern, and his hair was messy.
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I flashed him a fake grin and opened up the door more so he could come in. "I thought we could make a video," I say sitting down on the cold leather couch. "Yeah, that sounds good." He said trying to sound exited, but a hint of disappointment showed in his voice. I clicked record on the camera, and sat back down. "Hello fellow people of the interwebs, I'm here with my best friend, Austin Carlile." I announce "Hey!" He smiles at the camera "So Austin, what are we doing today?" "I have no idea.." "We are going to play never have I ever." Austin faked gasped causing me to laugh, and then he laughed. "Okay five fingers up!" I said showing my hand to the camera. "Okey-dokie," he smiled putting up his right hand. "Never have I ever...choked!" I laughed watching Austin's finger go down. "Never have I ever..made out with someone in a closet!" Austin shouted looking at me as I put a finger down in shame. "Never have I ever accidentally touched someone's butt." "Actually I haven't." "Crap!" "Never have I ever...owned a plant." "You bitch." ««««««««»»»»»»»» By the end of the round Austin had up one finger and I had one finger. It was my turn, and I was thinking of what to say. "Never have I ever dated a blonde," I said. Austin put his finger down and groaned. "Time for punishment!" I yelled running into the kitchen. I came back with a mix of drinks. I poured milk, rum, beer, coconut water, pineapple juice and apple juice into a cup. I handed it to Austin, and he had to drink half of it. He took a sip and gagged, but he finished it. I ended to video, and gave Austin something to wash down the horrible taste. We sat on the couch in silence for awhile. "So..." I speak up "Hm?" Austin hummed "Nothing." "Are you okay?" "No." "What's wrong?" "The real question is why the hell did you bring your EX WIFE TO A PARTY?!" I yelled standing up "I ran into her at the store and I thought she might like to come." Austin stated growing angry. "She cheated on you, Austin! She hurt you!" I yelled feeling a tear stream down my cheek "That means I don't have to be a bitch!" "Do you just call me a bitch?" "No, I just want to know what your problem is." "I want to know things, but I'm too scared. My life is meaningless, I don't get why I'm here! Why should I live if I'm gonna die anyways?! No one gives a damn about me!" Austin them rushed over to me from the other side of the room, and kissed me. His lips soft, and gentle. •austin's pov• Her lips where so soft, and tasted like strawberries. Her right hand placed on my chest, and her other arm wrapped around my neck. I put my arms around her waist deepening the kiss. I couldn't tell if this was right or wrong, but I liked it. •emily's pov• 'I know it's mad But if I go to hell Will you come with me or just leave? I know it's mad But if the world were ending Would you just kiss me or just leave me? Just leave me?' That constantly played in my head as we kissed. Maybe the world was ending, because Austin would never "like like" someone like me. I was horrendous, plus he's a celebrity. After what felt like forever we pulled away for air. I looked down at my feet blushing like crazy. Great. I've messed up again. I've got my hopes up.
