Don't Be Scared»Austin Carlile

•chapter 13• my heart

I heard a loud knock on the door so I closed my labtop and walked over to the front door. I slowly turned the cold metal knob, and opened the door just a little bit. Austin stood there his hair spiked up with a slipknot tank and jeans on. He gave me a small smile which I didn't return.
"Is it okay if I come in?" He asked
I just moved out of the way and opened the door more. I then walked back to the living room, and sat down on the couch. Austin sat on the chair next to me and sighed.
"Listen, you have any right to be mad at me for what I did. I kissed you then left and never talked about it, but that was because I was so confused. I thought maybe I still love Gielle, but when I kissed you I didn't know what I was feeling.." After a moment I talked trying not to cry.
"So, you kissed me..with no emotion at all?"
"Wha-no, no. It did have emotion behind it, but I was confused."
"And what do you want to do about it?"
"I'm still not sure.."
I then couldn't hold it back anymore. A single tear fell out of my eye and rolled down my cheek. I wiped it away but more followed. I then ran to the bathroom and locked the door. I slid down the wall, and bursted out crying.
"Emily please open up!" Austin said banging on the door
"No, go away." I whisper
"I'm not leaving you.."
I then crawled over to the door and unlocked it. Austin ran in, and held me in his arms. I cried into his chest while he sang to me.
'I need your love like a boy needs his mothers side.'
I stopped crying, and sighed.
"You need to stop doing stuff like this," I said getting out of his arms and standing up
"Why?" He says standing up
"Because, you get my hopes up."
I looked down at my bare feet and sighed. After a pause Austin spoke.
"I'm not going to stop doing it, I love you."
I love you...
My eyes widened as I looked up into his. They made my heart melt. My face was burning and I was in shock.
"B-But Pamela.." I whispered
"Screw Pamela."
I smiled as a tear fell from my right eye. I then looked down and smiled at the ground.
"I love you too."
•austin's pov•
She said it back. I felt so happy I could scream, and I did. Emily jumped and then started laughing, and I laughed too. Her brown hair fell in her face, and she tucked it behind her ear. She then laughed a little bit more, and then spoke.
"We should look at our old pictures!" She suggested running into her room. She then dragged a blue tote behind her. She was struggling so I stepped in and took it to the living room. We sat next to each other on the cold floor as Emily pulled out some photos. The one I grabbed made me smile, it was a polaroid of Alan and I that Emily took.
"I remember that!" She smiled showing me a picture of her on the beach.
"Emily, smile!" I said holding up the camera. She turned around from staring into the blue waves of the ocean and held up two peace signs and smiled. The wind caused her white dress flow. I clicked a button and it took a picture.
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After we went through a bunch of pictures Emily smiled. Her smile could light up a whole room, and it made me happy. I reached over and grabbed her right hand which was warm. I intertwined my fingers with hers, and smiled. They fit perfectly, like they where made for me. She looked up at me, and I stared into her blue eyes. They where like the sky, and it was captivating.
•emily's pov•
My stomach growled causing me to laugh. Austin picked me up bridal style and carried me into the kitchen. I set my left foot down gently on the cold hardwood and grabbed a pot. I filled it up with water, and then put it on the stove to boil.
"Whacha makin' beautiful?" Austin asked wrapping his arms around my waist
"Spaghetti, I really need to go to the store." I laughed as I opened an empty cabinet trying to find the noodles. I searched the whole kitchen and then groaned.
"Auustin!"
"Yes?"
"Can you go get spaghetti and the sauce from the store?"
"Yeah."
Once he left I ran to my phone, and called Kendra. After two rings she answered. I could hear the sound of waves crashing in the background which was peaceful.
"Yeah?" She asked
"OMG KENNDRAAAAAAA!" I screamed
"Jeez women, what happened?"
"AUSTIN AND OMG HE SAID HE LOVED ME AND HE CALLED ME BEAUTIFUL AND AAAAAAAAAHHHHH!"
"Wait what?"
"So Austin said he loved me and he called me beautiful!" I shortened the story
"Oh my..."
"Isn't that wonderful?!"
"Uh..yeah.."
"O-Okay...bye"
I then hung up the phone, and Austin walked in. I grabbed the noodles and put them in the pot, and put the sauce in a separate. I put on a playlist on my phone and 'all of my heart' came on. Austin grabbed my hand and spun me around. We dance around laughing until the ending part. I looked up at him, and he looked down at me. I stood on my tippy toes, and he leaned down. We met in the middle and kissed, and it was amazing. Then I pulled away to stir the spaghetti.
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Austin and I laid in bed looking through my tumblr on my computer. We stumbled across our ship and looked at all the edits and stuff. Then their was a fanfiction Austin wanted to read. I clicked on it and read it. Bad idea. I slammed the lid of my labtop shut.
"Hey I was only on the first paragraph!" Austin whined
"Good." I said closing my eyes
After awhile we where cuddling and I started to fall asleep.
•austin's pov•
I played with her brown hair and watched as her blue eyes slowly closed. She was so warm. I stared at her until I fell asleep.