2 years ago. I met a guy.
I accidentally fell in love. Kung gaano ako kadaling nahulog, ay ganoon din ako kadaling nasaktan.
I cried for almost a year or more. I cried because of the mere fact that I did loved him for almost 2 years or also more than that.
But after a tiry day, I did eventually get over.
I was okay back then. I was happy way back 20**. But then, same year but different in month. I tried to love once again, and as a typical fairytale lovestory, my heart broke into pieces, AGAIN.
I thought he would loved me until last. He would fight for me. He would make me happy. But he's just the same as the first one.
Syempre ako 'tong si TANGA, ang tagal na naman bago naka-move on. Kung dun nga sa una kong minahal, kulang kulang pa yung 2 years para makalimutan ko siya, paano pa kaya kung sa KANYA?
Another clue for you,
Want to know why did my heart scattered into thousands of pieces again?
Just to find out, na hindi pala niya ako minahal katulad ng pagmamahal na sinabi niya sa akin.
But instead of loving me,
HE LOVED MY BESTFRIEND, AND UNTIL NOW, THEY ARE HAPPILY TOGETHER AS I PRETEND THAT I'M OKAY IN FRONT OF THEM.
Question is,
WILL YOU FORGIVE AGAIN?
It's been 2 years, I've learned how to forgive but I was not able to forget. To forget everything.
But one thing I've learned most?
My pain, sufferings, and sacrifices are all worth it. Why? I've met an angel, willing to spread his wings for me to recover from my past, his arms that will make me feel how was the feeling of being inlove, again.
But as I face my fears in life, still, it seems like I'm facing the judgements of the people inside the world alone, and fate seems to be so much harsh.
Will I survive?
