Chasing Love

Chapter 11

I was not scared of blood...

Nor I was scared of sticthes...

I was scared of seeing him in pain..

I wish he knew... that.. that maybe I still love him.

"No.. no.. Eva, you can't," I told myself.

How can you forget what happened?

What he said..

I can't forget what he said that day.

💝Flashback💝

"Jacob, please listen to me. It's not what you think," I said between sobs.

"Stop lying Eva. I know everything.", he said, his voice full of anger.

His eyes were red, and he was fuming with anger.

"Nooo... no... I didn't. It's not the truth."

"Truth? You want to listen to truth?", he said as he help both my shoulders and pulled me closer to him.

His grip was so tight, that it had started to hurt.

"The truth is that you lied to me. That used me.", he said with venom in his voice.

I was shocked.

He thinks I used him?

"Jacob..", I started.

"The truth is that you cheated on me, the truth is that you never loved me."

"No, no. I love you Jacob. I love you.", I said between the sobs.

"Stop lying. Bethany told me everything. How you and ....."

"No, that's not the truth. Trust me. Please.", I begged.

"I don't trust you anymore Eva. I don't trust anyone.", his voice held hurt in it. I knew he was broken too.

"Jacob, you have to trust me. I love you. I have never loved anyone else. Please believe me.", I said between sobs.

"Wow Eva, you are such a good actress. You are still denying it?", he said.

"Jacob", I went towards him and held his face in my hands.

"Don't touch me.", he said pushing me away.

I was shocked.

"If you love me Jacob, you'll give me a chance."

He didn't answer.

"Do you not love me Jacob?"

He looked at me and hurt evident in his eyes.

"Tell me Jacob.", I cried.

"No.", he said and turned around avoiding to look at me.

"Eva, just leave. I don't want to see your face. I don't want you in my life. Just leave.", he said and left from there leaving me with tears and a broken heart.

💝End of Flashback💝

I can't forget that day ever.

He didn't want me in life. I can't forgive him for what he said.

I can't go through the pain I felt day again.

Eva, you'll have to stop before it's too late..