boy. {ministar; aly's}

ten

Secrets.
Cold like the rain.
Vik and I were a secret for a while.
Until it was too obvious we were together
and you guys figured it out pretty easily.
Secrets.
Hurtful.
After you guys figured it out,
we were free to be with each other
whenever we wanted to.
Secrets.
I held too many.
Vik figured out how much I hated myself
just as quickly as you guys figured out we were together.
He told me everything was okay when I cried.
He told me he loved me as I held him.
He kissed me
once
twice
three times
over and over until I didn't feel any more pain.
He told me I was important.
Important to him.
And I told him he was a star.
My star.