boy. {ministar; aly's}

twenty two

You could've lived without me, Vik.
You didn't have to.... leave.
I understand you felt guilty.
But I'm okay. I was finally okay.
You asked if I could imagine the hate we'd get if we were together, but could you imagine how the boys are feeling now that we are both not there with them?
What about Lachlan? You could've talked to him.
Ethan,
Jide,
Josh,
Harry,
Tobi,
they were all there for you, too.
But now, they're so hurt, Vik.
They're feeling how you felt.
How I felt.
I wouldn't take back anything I did.
But if I could, I'd make you take back what you did.
Because you deserved so much more.
I wish I could tell the boys it wasn't them that made you do it.
It was me. Even though I'm gone. Like I've always been, even when I really wasn't.
Does that make sense?
Anyways, I've missed you.
-waiting for your arrival.
*disclaimer- this is the last chapter, and it's from Simons point of view. This last chapter is inspired by the last chapter of wi-fiteme 's book dear star.
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Thank you all for allowing me to write this book, leaving all your comments, votes, and adding it to your reading lists. I'm not planning on writing a "what happens after" type of book but if anyone wants that I could.
Anyways, as I said, thanks for the continuous support on both Cat and I's books. Love all of you, whether you're reading this today or next week. Thanks!
-Aly.