boy. {ministar; aly's}

eighteen

I love you, Si.
I shouldn't have done what I did,
I wish I would've told you that before...
you know.
Since you've been gone, lots has happened.
I realized why I thought I couldn't be with you. Maybe it's just an excuse for myself, so I don't feel so guilty. An excuse to make cheating not feel so wrong.
Lachlan told me he regretted asking me over that night,
the night I left you for him.
You should see him, he's a mess.
He told me we should break it off...
Nothing is right anymore, Si.
I'm sorry I made you feel this way.
So bad that you...
you decided to leave us forever.
You were my bestfriend. My only friend. And I broke you.
I'm a horrible person, Simon.
Maybe I'll be joining you one day.

-Vik.