Undefeated Love • Bellamy Blake

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"And at that moment, I noticed, I loved him more than I could hate him."

I was still sitting by the fire with Xander. He told me stories about all the embarrassing things he did as a kid, about his parents, and about how his first few days here on earth went. I was having a good time with him, he was keeping my mind off of Bellamy. I don't know what to think about Bell right know, I'm just confused, as to why he would do this. I'm just gonna stop thinking about Bell, Xander's here in front of me right now, I need to focus on him. My head shoots up when I see Bellamy walk by us. His eyes are focused on me, and he shows a mix of emotions like regret, sorrow, jealousy, anger, and nervousness. I guess, Xander sees the look on Bellamy's face and tells me,

"I love sitting here next to you and just talking. But, I'm pretty sure everyone's mad at the fact that we get a free pass to just sit here and enjoy are time waiting for the Grounders to come. I want to survive another week to hang out with you, but that might not happen if we both don't get up off are lazy asses." He says the last part with a laugh.

He gets up, and I say,

"Ugh, fine." Lifting up my arms hoping that he helps me get up. He takes my hands in his and gradually helps pull me up. I smile at the gesture, and him and I start walking over to Jasper.

As we were walking over to Jasper, we hear a bullet shot, I freak out and scurry to grab Xander's hand, getting nervous. We then watch as Bellamy walks angrily up to the kid, who I'm guessing accidentally shot the bullet. Everyone stand around watching as Bellamy yells,

"What the hell is the matter with you?"

The kid pleads, "I'm sorry man, I fell asleep. I've been on watch all day."

Bellamy grabs the kid, pushing him into the tree yelling, "We've all been on watch all day! That bullet was one less dead grounder."

"Bell, you're scaring people." Octavia interrupts.

"They should be scared." Bell yells back.