Transgender (adopted by Phan)

Panic!

Bo's POV
Me,Emma,Dan and Phil were watching death note (again) and dysphoria hit me.

I'm not a guy

No I'm not

What about those female reproductive organs

I start fiddling with my hands.

I'm male. I am 100% male

My hands start shaking

I pull on my shirt

I can't breathe

Fucking panic attack

"You ok Bo?" Phil asks very quietly.
I nod my head. I smile a fake smile
Phil saw right though me
I text him so the other won't have to deal with me.
-dysphoria hit me like a freaking bus, and a panic attack.
Phil-ok try to breath your only having a panic attack.
He grabs my shaking hand.
I try to breath.
After a some seconds, I start breathing normally.
Phil looks at me
I mouth the words
Thank you.
Phil squeezes my hand.
I rest my head on his shoulder   
He pulls he closer to him.
I feel my eyes getting heavy. I fall to sleep In Phils arms
Phils POV
Bo falls asleep in my arms, he looks so peaceful when he's sleeping. I rub his arm. Dan notices Bo asleep on my arm. He smirks. I smile at him.
We continue watching anime until around 11 or so we decided to go to bed. I try to lay Bo down as gentlest as I can and grab a blanket and lay it on Bo and go in mine and dans bedroom. Dan was already laying down, he wasn't asleep though. I lay down next to him. He pulls me towards him. He kisses my forehead.
"Goodnight lion." He said. I look into his eyes I love his eyes
"Goodnight bear." I say hugging him.