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NOVEMBER 16TH 2016

jenna black created a group-chat at 04:20pm.
jenna black added dallon weekes and tyler joseph.
jenna black changed her name to blazeitjen.

blazeitjen: guys

dallon weekes changed his name to blazeitdal.

blazeitdal: tyler hurry it's nearly 4:21

tyler joseph changed his name to blazeitty.

blazeitty: i'm here bitch

blazeitjen: blaze itty?

blazeitty: blaze it ty duh

blazeitjen: i actually meant to add everyone but my phone's fucked i need a new one

blazeitty: why are we here

blazeitty: i'm in the middle of something

blazeitdal: wink wonk

blazeitty: no rly

blazeitjen: ffs tyler just leave

blazeitty: suck it

blazeitty left the group-chat.

blazeitdal: jen can i ask you something?

blazeitjen: hit me

blazeitdal: why would i want to do that?

blazeitjen: holy hell dal it's a phrase

blazeitjen: it means ask away

blazeitdal: now that brendon's getting help for his npd and improving his relationship with ryan i feel a bit weird and i know you're not my fucking therapist but can you tell me why?

blazeitjen: weird how?

blazeitdal: it's not jealousy but since we were together it's almost nostalgia and a little loneliness but mostly i feel sick to my stomach that something bad's going to happen

blazeitjen: but why would anything bad happen

blazeitdal: because a cheater is always a cheater and he has this delusional plan that he can change for the better but it could easily all fall apart at any given moment

blazeitdal: i don't want my best friend to be hurt

blazeitjen: that being ryan?

blazeitdal: yes

blazeitjen: so you don't care as much about brendon's wellbeing

blazeitdal: of course i care :(

blazeitjen: think about how you really feel dal

blazeitjen: do you still get those butterflies like you did as a teenager when you met him... or are there moths eating away at your insides?

blazeitdal: moths

blazeitjen: then it's not love

blazeitjen: it's refusal to let go and move on

blazeitdal: i love him jenna

blazeitjen: do you or do you love the idea of him?

blazeitjen: the figurative image that he's this perfect human with no faults or problems at all and you'll live happily ever after and somehow ryan will fit in there nicely as well

blazeitjen: why would you continue to love someone who'll never love you back?

blazeitjen: why can't you fall in love with somebody else?

blazeitdal: like who?

blazeitjen: anyone you want

blazeitdal: if you really mean that

blazeitdal: could it be you?

blazeitjen: i don't see why not

blazeitdal: have you ever been in love?

blazeitjen: i suppose with tyler in some way... but not the way that ended up working for either of us

blazeitjen: i could always try again

blazeitjen: could it be you?

blazeitdal: i don't see why not :)

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