I am literally now. A broken, emotional piece of shit. I have cried so much today for my old ex. He told my friends why would he have feelings for me. I have told him I still do have them for him. But.. he walked away. He likes his girlfriend but, it seems his girlfriend loves someone else but you know you can't really judge anyone. I'm so broken down and I really want to kms. I have cried almost 5 times. 2 times at school today. I don't know what to do. I have classes with him. I can't anymore. Why. Just him. He. I can't anymore.
I'm tired. I have showed him my feelings for 3 years. I can't anymore! Why! Always shitty things happen to me. now. The person I really loved the most. Has turned me down. I broke up with him because of another girl telling lies about me and I was tired of it. I couldn't anymore.
I'm so heartbroken. Maybe I can even die from it. Im gonna need so much time off. Maybe I'll be on for rants. But I'll see you guys later.
