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Chapter 1: Should I?

"Ughhhhhhhh" I stomp up to my room after getting yelled at by my parents like always. My birthday was the other day and I just got a new IPhone. I type in my passcode and go to YouTube and watch some random Liam Dunbar Videos. I swear to fucking god this kid is hot as fuck. I log on to wattpad and I start reading some books. I've been reading about Ddlg for sometime now but I'm to scared to tell anyone. I log off of wattpad and go to bed. At night I feel myself toss and turn in my sleep. I wake up screaming and crying not being able to breath a panic attack like always. I see my dad run in and try to calm me down I don't pay much attention to him tho. You see I deal with bad nightmares and panic attacks. When I get up I get up and throw some Jeans and a shirt on and throw my hair up. Like nothing even happened the night before.

I walk down stairs an find my step mom up with my step sisters and my brothers I watch as everyone looks at me but I ignore them. My parents are divorced so it's just me and my brother at my moms. But here it's me, my dad, my step mom, my two step sisters, and my two brothers. I grab my back pack off the hook and slide on my converse."let's go" my step mom yells as I walk out the door and into the car. In the car I listen to fall out boy and cheek social media. When I get to school I hug my step mom. I walk into school and meet up with my best fried Zach. "Hey bro" I give him a high five and he drapes his arm a crossed my shoulder. Zach is a really good looking guy to be honest but nothing is gonna happen there we are just friends. I see my friend Launa and Liz come walking in together and then I see my friend Bella. We all kinda just stand there and talk arguing about sports here and there. As the bell rings for class we all head down to our classes and put our stuff in our lockers. "Ok how the fuck do they think we can fit anything into these tiny ass lockers" I ask my friend Joseph. "How the hell am I supposed to know Jes?" I laugh at his statement and lock my locker I walk down to my class and grab my books." Hey bobby" I say hey to my friend bobby and sit down a crossed from him. "Jack here yet" I look at bobby for a answer an all I get is a no. Class starts and I soon Zone out thinking about Everything. I'm reading Suicide notes from beautiful girls (amazing book btw) when I hear the door to my class opens and in walks a boy brown hair brown eyes and tall to my 5 ft figure. He's definitely athletic you can tell. I soon notice the only seat open is the one next to me. I shrink into my seat and continue to read my book. I watch as he sits down next to me and smiles. He looks a hella lot older then me but I guess when your in 9th grade and you take a 11th grade reading class that will happen. He turns towards me and smiles "I'm Ethan" he says causally "I-I'm Jess" I stutter out wow go me. "Nice to meet you Jess" this time I smile back at him and nod. "Is it a good book" he asks me out of the blue. "Yes of course its amazing" I smile at him and here the bell ring I gather my books and walk out of class. The rest of the school day was like a blur I couldn't stop thinking about Ethan. After school I walk outside and see my friends around a tree. I run over to them and jump on Zach's back. Zach grabs my legs so I don't fall and I wrap my arms around his neck "What's up people". Everyone gives me a look like something is wrong. "What is it?"

HEYYYYYYYYYY everyone so tho is my first book so comment and like it up thank ya ~ AJ

Zach^

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Ethan^