"Cause I have hella Feelings for you, I'm only a fool for you."
When I wake up the next morning i realize I'm in my bed. He probably carried me in. I cant stop smiling. The memories of last night keep replaying in my head. So far this year has been hell just like all the years before but then he comes along and flips everything upside down.I sigh and smile, This boy is killing me. I get out of bed and curl my hair. I grab an outfit out of my closet and put it on. Ehhhhh I still look ugly.
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I trow on my black sparkly converse and walk down the stairs. I don't eat anything this morning i haven't really been hungry lately. "Get in the car" My step mom yells and I get in the car and sing along to Starboy by the weekend
I'm tryna put you in the worst mood, ah
P1 cleaner than your church shoes, ah Milli point two just to hurt you, ah All red Lamb' just to tease you, ah None of these toys on lease too, ah Made your whole year in a week too, yah Main bitch out your league too, ah Side bitch out of your league too, ahHouse so empty, need a centerpiece Twenty racks a table cut from ebony Cut that ivory into skinny pieces Then she clean it with her face man I love my baby You talking money, need a hearing aid You talking 'bout me, I don't see a shade Switch up my style, I take any lane I switch up my cup, I kill any painLook what you've done I'm a motherfuckin' starboy Look what you've done I'm a motherfuckin' starboyEvery day a nigga try to test me, ah Every day a nigga try to end me, ah Pull off in that Roadster SV, ah Pockets overweight, gettin' hefty, ah Coming for the king, that's a far cry, ah I come alive in the fall time, I No competition, I don't really listen I'm in the blue Mulsanne bumping New EditionHouse so empty, need a centerpiece Twenty racks a table cut from ebony Cut that ivory into skinny pieces Then she clean it with her face man I love my baby You talking money, need a hearing aid You talking 'bout me, I don't see a shade Switch up my style, I take any lane I switch up my cup, I kill any painLook what you've done I'm a motherfuckin' starboy Look what you've done I'm a motherfuckin' starboyLet a nigga Brad Pitt Legend of the fall took the year like a bandit Bought mama a crib and a brand new wagon Now she hit the grocery shop looking lavish Star Trek roof in that Wrath of Khan Girls get loose when they hear this song 100 on the dash get me close to God We don't pray for love, we just pray for carsHouse so empty, need a centerpiece Twenty racks a table cut from ebony Cut that ivory into skinny pieces Then she clean it with her face man I love my baby You talking money, need a hearing aid You talking 'bout me, I don't see a shade Switch up my style, I take any lane I switch up my cup, I kill any painLook what you've done I'm a motherfuckin' starboy Look what you've done I'm a motherfuckin' starboy Look what you've done I'm a motherfuckin' starboy Look what you've done I'm a motherfuckin' starboy
I walk into school listening to Staving By Hailee Steinfeld. I walk over to the wall and lean against it listening to all the lyrics thinking about Ethan. I sigh as the bell rings and i walk to my locker putting my backpack in and standing on my tippy toes grabbing my Notebook. I turn and squeal seeing Ethan behind me. "Omg you scared my Ethan" He smile "Sorry didn't mean to" he laughs softly and I blush embarrassed.
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I smile at him and start walking to class "Wait up" He says and I turn around "Hmm" I play with the hem of my dress."I was wondering if you maybe wanted to hangout again after school" he looks at me with hopeful eyes and i nod "sure" I smile "I have to go sorry" I kiss his cheek and walk to my math class. When I'm in math i hear my phone buzz, I pull it out to see its a text from Ethan.
Ethan- Hey.
Me-Umm Hi?
Ethan-Class is boringggggg
Me-Lmao Do your work then and stop texting me.
Ethan's POV
I laugh at her text. She's So interesting I know she's not telling me something tho. Just like that day where I heard her in the bathroom.
Flash Back
I walk down the hall to try and find Jess. All i saw was her run out of class where could she be. I hear a voice, but i cant make out who it is. I hear the crying stop and i see Jess walk out of the bathroom "I heard you" I say and grab her wrist pulling up her sleeves to see blood dripping trough gauze. She whimpers and I pull her into a hug.
Flash Back Over
I really like her. But we aren't even dating she needs time to tell me those things anyways. Besides she isn't the only one who has secrets. I really wanna tell her mine but it is way too soon. Ugh she has me hooked already. Hopefully soon she will finally be mine. I smile at the thought.
