Loving can hurt

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If was sort of like we were back to normal
Sort of
We were all sat around a long oak table in the library,that was Selina,Tommy and I and there was and awkward sense around us.
Tommy and I had spoken a few words after mine and Selina talk but it was definitely still awkward.he has the girl I love and he knew it.
I took a large bite out of my ham and cheese sandwich and chewed silently as Selina and Tommy spoke about a couple that had broke up earlier that day.
How I had hoped it would have been them mind you
"It was obvious they were going to break up"
"They're wrong for each other"
"He can do so much better"
Was all said as I quietly ate my lunch
"Bruce you haven't said much" Selina pipes in
Oh so she does notice I'm here then
I giggle at my small joke and Selina and Tommy give me a questionable look
"I was just thinking about something"
"Can we know what?" Tommy asks looking up and meeting my eye
"Yeah,thinking how much of an idiot you are" I say blankly Tommy and Selina stare at me for a while then burst out laughing,if only they knew I wasn't joking.
Tommys eyes met mine once again and a smirk grew on his lips.he lent towards Selina and whispered something in her ear which made her blush and turn her head in shock as he placed his lips on hers.
My jaw dropped open,this was killing me inside.
I place my lunchbox inside my backpack and zip it up.
"Where are you going?"Tommy asks "stay with us"
"I'd rather not" I reply and sling my bag over one shoulder and stand from my chairs
"Oh come on bruce" Selina half smiles
"I have to be somewhere" I say and get up and leave.

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"Butter and milk" Alfred says as the car pulls up into a free space,he turns to face me from the drivers seat and hands me some money.
I give him a reassuring smile and open the door for me to step out.i close the door and make my way down the street towards the shop situated at the end of the road.
I step inside and the warmth hits me,I walk over to the diary section and full out a carton of milk and a thick slab of butter. I stand towards the counter and hand over the required amount of money and walk back
"Girl!get back here! I hear being shouted from behind me and a person suddenly rushes past me.
I quickly take my hand out and grab the person my their arm yanking them towards me.

The person looks at me
Selina!
"Why are you stealing?"I ask her
"I'm calling the police on you!"the man behind the counter shouts
I quickly pull Selina out of the shop and face her.
"Why did you steal?" I wonder
"I had to" she says ashamed "Tommy made me"

Ik it's short and it took forever but I was writing something else too,and there was school which means hw :( sorry guys. Next update should be good😏