Destroy Me

Chapter 2.0

The Visitor

My sanity is being tested, the longer I stay here,the more my chances for failing become. I've been here to long...

One person my find the quote; "one has all the time in the world." To be refreshing and helpful.But some like me who find the quote utterly depressing. All the time in the world to be in this cell, that's like sentencing me to the rest of eternity in hell. But isn't that what there doing.

Do you ever get to the point,where you no longer feel hope, but anger. Well what I have is worse than anger cause it been being marinated and been sitting and growing worse each day that passes. I punch the wall, feeling to wearing pain rush through my body, it hurt. But also felt good and disappointing, I was simply stuck and could do nothing but write in a stupid.

Silence.

God, does he even hear my cries anymore or does he turn his shoulder also on the ones who aren't in his favor. I can't lie for what would be the point. I was never much for religion, but for once I pray for any type of release or mercy. Does even the one who created all, even hear the casted out, they forgotten ones.

Only time will tell, the verdict.

Pain, sears through my body and passes as quickly as it comes. I don't even flinch or cringe when they come anymore. I've gotten hunger pains for as long as I can remember that I don't remember not having them. They give me hope, sadly. It gives me hope that I still feel anything beyond, the cold.

Wait...

Do my ears deceive me so,like they have done so many times in my dreams, I think I hear something other than my breathe. Other than my stomach hitting my ribs or my teeth grinding on each other, or my loud thoughts. I think, no, I hear footsteps. They get louder as they come towards my door.

No, I tell myself as my heart starts to beat faster as it grows in anxiety and excitement, my mouth salivates as it thinks it may be food. Whatever it is, I'm scared of it already and I haven't even seen what it is. That's what the brain does, it fears what it does not know or understands.

I look down at my notebook before I put it away, and write,

They've finally come to end my miserable life, I've finally earned my mercy.

I hurry as I put my pencil away and undo my dressing to shove my notebook into a good placing in my clothing to hide it. It's the only thing I have left and I plan to defend it, tooth and nail.

My thoughts still do not stop, they never do, my mind is always racing and for once my anxiety agrees.

RUN, I thought to myself, RUN until you lungs collapse. Until the wind whips and snaps at you tattered clothing, until your a blur that blend into the background.

I think that faster and faster until my cell door opens and a dim light pours in and a strong figure stands in the door way, I shield my eyes as they are used to the dark dimness.

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~|*Harry's p.o.v*|~

Doing routine checks on the sick weren't my favorite thing if it was my choice I would killem all. But I'm not the person in charge of sector, my father is. Im just his prodigy in training, one day I like to put a bullet-

"Sir cell 0036."

I snatch the board for him, looking at the board.

"He's been here for six months with no rations be usage he tried to choke on it to kill himself. And he's in here because he believe he saw a man disappear before his eyes."

I don't even go on the cell

"Kill him if he's not already dead."

I throw the clipboard at him and snatch the next one

"0037"

"A girl, she's been to the system for ten years, since she murdered her father, there was signs of sexual abused, but dismissed due to some non-sense. She's been here for a year, no medication given, rations given once a day, ah... Killed two very decorated guards."

I looked at the guard.

And she isn't dead already?"

He started to fidget under my gaze.

"I've killed a 'man' for a lot less."

Sighing I continue to

"17, Her name is Evelyn Dobrev... I know the Dobrev family I didn't know they had a ill daughter. Clearly explanatory now...Open the cell."

The guard swallowed.

There's a reason we don't go in her cell, and why we have not killed her, she's dangerous."

"So am I, if you don't open this cell, your family won't see you home for supper!!"

With reluctance and rush he opened the cell door. Immediately I smelled it before I even seen it balled up in a corner, shaking and covering its eyes from the light. I walked into the room seein cravings imbedded into the walls, tally marks it seems. I touched each of them with the tips of my fingers. I cleared my throat. I turned around to the guard as he shuffled hesitantly into the cell, scrunching up his face as the smell entered his nose. I smiled.

"Evelyn Dobrev, your mother is Cecily Dobrev, correct."

I grow irritated as silence answers me. I step closer to the dark shadow, gripping the binder tighter. The guard intefers.

"She's a mute, slightly insane."

I stare at the guard, until he grows nervous and moves out of my way, idiot.

"So she is dangerous, mute, insane and a killer. Well she's what we call the silent killer."

I peer at her trying to get a better look at her. But her white long wild hair seems to be covering her face as her frail body hunches over in the dark. While her gown hangs off her bony body. She looked like death on a leaf, I swallowed. Walking till I was directly in front of her I bend down and her looks match her smell. I hold my breathe. When suddenly her eye peers from underneath her pale long thick eyelashes, I see her icy blue eyes cut me in half. I feel my heart become under siege, gladly. I stand up suddenly. So fast, the guard backs up in precaution. I swallow harshly, I felt thirsty so thirsty...a thirst only she couldn't satisfy. I blinked twice and my features harden in thought.

"Give me everything you have on her, and...deliver her to my living quarters. Starting today Evelyn Dobrev has been released of any claims, by Harry Styles."

I reluctantly left the cell without other words. As soon as I left from those grounds I could breathe steadily, left feeling a high.

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A/N

What just happened !?!?

Is Evelyn free or has she finally met the devil himself...👹 🔥🙀🙈😋

I be wrote the a/n paragraph three times and I kept deleting so fuck it.

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P.s why the so short, 😒 ugh ! I try 😟.