Love and Discernment (Germangie, Pangie FanFiction)

Chapter 8

I was kind of frustrated again.

Sometimes when I get home I seem to be frustrated.

Or maybe even stressed.

I had a piano lesson that night.

My teacher is very sweet so she even cheered me up that night.

I am very thankful to have her in my life.

She is a good friend.

---TIME SKIP----

After she left,

It was a perfect time for me to get in contact with Pablo.

Now that I was alone at least.

I texted him asking if we could talk.

He said yes, but it took a bit longer to reply.

He may have been doing something before.

I sent him a text:

I'm sorry it's hard for me to say this...

but I think it's best for us if we break up.

It's not you, it's me.

You're a good guy, no doubt.

I just can't do this anymore.

I have to ask myself the simple question:

Do I actually love you fully to give of myself?

I realized that I don't.\

I feel like we are better off as friends, and I hope you accept my decision.

I feel like we are just not meant to be.

Sorry.

I love you as a friend, and nothing more.

My heart was pumping.

But, really, maybe I wasn't that affected.

But maybe he was...

I wrote to one of my internet friend I told them I wrote the break up text.

One of them thought it was a bad idea for me to write a text.

Well, i didn't have another way to do it at the time.

And, I had the courage to do it at the moment.

I needed to get this off my chest.

Not literally, if you know what i'm saying.

He wrote back....