The hours went by,
Days went by.
German had gone on a trip with Violetta recently.
They went to a family reunion.
German had another side of family,
Well besides Maria's.
Really, me and my mom were the only ones alive from our side.
My mom and I don't have a close relationship like we used to.
People think that we do, but we simply don't
The "girl" talk doesn't happen.
We never talk about my relationships.
Simply because I don't want to.
She just doesn't give me some space at times.
Freedom or...
Anything.
But whenever we talk, it's usually her giving a lecture...
I'm not the perfect person.
I make mistakes and I know it.
I have made many in my lifetime
Sometimes I even feel like I do everything wrong.
Am I just not successful?
Sometimes the environment i'm in makes me feel like an outsider.
Totally.
Completely.
Huge.
Just.
An.
Outsider.
Sure sometimes I can exaggerate about things (like my mom).
Sometimes I want to feel like i'm loved.
Cared for.
Someone I can trust.
Someone that will always be there.
That's maybe a reason why I wanted to find that perfect guy for me too much.
Am I that desperate?
No I'm not that desperate.
If I was desperate, I'd just be with any guy like Pablo, who loved me.
But i didn't feel the same way.
Days went by, I needed a change.
Things started to get better I guess.
I realized how German was just screwed.
He didn't care for me.
So, I simply kept my distance from him.
He didn't seem to realize it anyway.
I did still had to see him, because of Violetta..nothing else.
I couldn't waste my life haunting on the past thinking that things would change.
Because they never would.
I hope in a better future.
I also couldn't agree to something I didn't feel was the best thing.
I just needed to enjoy life.
Wait for the right moment.
And everything will be okay.
And that's it........
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Love and Discernment (Germangie, Pangie FanFiction)
RomanceAngie is having a hard time in her love life. She is dating Pablo, but isn't sure if she wants to stay with him, or simply just stay friends. Angie realizes after a couple of months she still has a huge crush on German, but German wants to simply st...