Love and Discernment (Germangie, Pangie FanFiction)

Chapter 9

He has a huge habit of saying "Ok" to anything I write.

It's kinda stupid but whatever.

And that's what he wrote.

I asked him if was affected at all.

Seems like he kinda was.

I asked him if he accepted the fact that I wanted to break up.

He said he had to think about it at first.

One of my friends told me that if he doesn't except, he doesn't respect me.

That was pretty believable.

That's why to this day, i'm thankful she told me that.

He finally ended up accepting.

He joked and told me that he cried.

But, was he sure he didn't cry?

He told me that he thought we'd be together for a long time.

I wondered what "a long time" meant to him.

Did that mean forever?

Maybe so.

Who knows?

He had also told me that he thought he liked someone who liked him too.

"Like"

The word "like" is kinda weird to me.

"Like" is different from "Love"

But now it was hard.

It was hard having things be the way they used to.

It was hard in a sense to remember how things were like before all of this so called "romance" started.

He really wasn't "romantic" toward me in any way, shape, or form.

He was a good guy, but this just couldn't continue.

I was glad that i could finally admit to him that i didn't feel the same way.

---TIME SKIP----

Going back the next morning was interesting once again.

I remember what Anna did to me to me the day before.

She wanted to talk to me.

But did i want to talk to her?

Thoughts raced through my mind as I thought what was the right thing to do.

My internet friend told me that I could keep my distance.

Sometimes that doesn't work.

But i thought that I would see how things go.

"I have something important to give you" Anna said.

"Okay" I told her.

I was probably a note I assumed.

---TIME SKIP----

It was a note indeed.

She told me to read it.

Obviously I did....