Bleach One Shots

Ichigo X Suicidal! Reader

Life was... hopeless... nothing was going your way. Your grades were dropping, you couldn't make friends easily because you had this crazy gift. The gift was too see dead people. Well kind of, they were blurry and you would see these white monsters and run away from them before they spotted you. Voices of the dead wouldn't leave your head either as they were always begging you to save them, thinking you were this death god.

After school was when it really hit you. Some girls who always made fun of you and... put a flower on your desk during lunch. People just stared at your desk, not really saying anything. The girls were laughing as tears dripping down your cheeks.

Suddenly it snapped inside you as you ran out of the classroom just when the teacher enter the classroom. She called your name, but you just keep running and running. You made it to your house and locked the door before sobbing heavily.

Your parents were still at work and wouldn't be home for a long while. A memory of the flower flashed across your mind... again and again... with voices whispering dark things... and it wasn't ghost speaking this time.

'Just kill yourself... it will be all over with. Why not join the ghost? They live in happiness, floating around and minding their own business.'

"But..." You mumbled, "what about those monsters....?"

'Just let them eat you when you get the chance. Let them devour your soul so living isn't so hurtful anymore~'

"A-all... right..."

As crazy as it sounded, the voice inside laughed as your legs moved on their own. Slowly, but at an even pace easily too let the voice haunting laughing and taunting speak over and over again. The door to the roof seemed to open on its own as the cold bitterness bit at your skin, giving it the little life it had left.

You lived in an apartment that was five stories tall. From this height, the pain sound only last a second before passing on the other life. A sob broke through your chest, making you heavy hearted when staring down at the ground. Everyone else as going on there business, maybe you wouldn't hear their screams if you were quick to die.

Spreading your arm out the wind seemed to hold you back, whispering at you to not do this. But, the voices were taking over you. In the distance a black thing, racing faster than the speed of light it seemed, was going towards your direction. It was already too late as the ground was racing fast.

Just before you could hit the ground you were suddenly gripped against something strong. People around acted like nothing happened as you peeked lightly from the arm around you. It was a handsome young man with bright orange hair, almost red from the evening sun.

"The hell were you doing?!"

"Trying to kill myself!" You barked back at him.

He looked at you shocked. "Why you would you do that...?"

At that moment everything crashed down on you as you broke down crying. The man sat down as you cried into his chest. After you were done crying he rubbed your back.

"Please tell me what happened..."

"S-Some girls who were bullying me put a flower on my desk..."

His rich brown eyes widen, but soon his mouth turned into a scowl. "Go on..."

"They were always telling me no one would want me... I even have a hard time making friends because I see ghosts... my parents aren't really home much because of work... making me lonely 24/7..."

A tear dripped down your cheek as he gently wiped it away. "Tell you what. How about we tell about this to the office, have them transfer you to my class, and meet my friends. No one should go through that... not even you. My group is special like me."

Your heart skipped a beat as you nodded. "Y-Yes! I would love that! W-Who are you... anyways...?"

"I'm Ichigo Kurosaki, substitute soul reaper."

The name seemed like music to your ears. "Ichigo... well, my name is (y/n) (y/l). Also... what's a soul reaper?"

A small smile spread across his face to replace the scowl he had. "Nice to meet you. I'll explain what I am after I drop you off. Starting today, you're my friend"

"Friend... I've always wanted a friend..."

Another tear came down your face as he sighed and wiped it away. "You're the crier alright."

A giggled came through your body. It seemed weird... but nice at the same time. Something you haven't felt in a long time. After a while of explaining he took you back to your apartment were he hung out the night, and ever since you two never missed out on anything.