IDEKYN/ASYWME~S.M.

10

I woke up in the middle of the night.
3am. School would start again in 5 hours.. I should really get some sleep so I closed my eyes again.
But I just layed there, wide awake.
After thirty minutes I gave up and took my phone.

I went on twitter and dmed Shawn. Just sent him a bunch of messages, wishing he'd see them.

Liv: Hellooo

Liv: Shawn

Liv: how you doing?

Liv: :)

I just stared at my phone while I was slowly falling asleep again when the twitter sound told me I got a message.

Shawn: hii

Pretty shocked I stared at the message with my eyes wide open. Being not so sure weather this was the reality or just a dream I pinched myself in the arm. It did hurt and cursing I looked at my phone again.
Shawn, SHAWN just texted me.

I suddenly felt wide awake again and texted him 'heyyy' back - with shaking hands. He replied very fast.

Shawn: how are you?

Liv: I'm good how are you?

Shawn: me too

Shawn: at 3 am in the night? ;)

Liv: you don't know where I'm from maybe it's 8pm for me ;-P

Shawn: and maybe not

Liv: how are you so sure?

It took a bit longer until Shawn messaged me again.

Shawn: you live in NY, right?

He didn't recognize me... did he?

Liv: how you know?

Shawn: come on

I closed my eyes for a second and then asked him that question I was thinking about for a long time now.

Liv: do you really recognize me?

Shawn: you were at the radio City m&g, right?

Liv: yeah, right

Shawn: you wore a grey shirt saying 'Enjoy the little things' didn't you?

He freakin remembered my SHIRT?! Holy.. a big piece of hope ignited in my heart.

Liv: YES exactly

Shawn: then I really do recognize you haha

I didn't know what to answer, it felt like all the weight that was on my shoulders in the last days suddenly disappeared.

Shawn: so why are you awake?

Liv: can't sleep, you?

Shawn: same

I was wondering if he had the same reason for not being able to sleep..

Liv: are you having fun in Orlando?

Shawn: yes!!! but not as much as in new York

Liv: then come back

Shawn: I will as soon as possible, promise

Liv: yayy :)

Shawn: do you think... we could meet then?

Liv: of course!

Liv: I mean.. if you want to.

Shawn: I really do :)

Liv: :)

Do you know this moment when you're freaking out being super happy but YOU DO send just a ' :) ' . . . .

Shawn: by the way...

Liv: yeah?

Shawn: what's your name?

Liv: I'm Liv :)

Shawn: beautiful name!!

Liv: thanks, yours too! My full name's Olivia but I prefer Liv tbh

Shawn: I like both

His messages, simple words and emojis somehow managed to make me so happy. So so happy.

Shawn: I think we should go to sleep now, don't you think so? I'm getting tired now

Liv: you're right ...see you tomorrow?

Shawn: definitely! Sleep well!

Liv: thank you Shawn :) you too!

I turned my phone off and closed my eyes.
One second later I fell asleep with a smile on my face.

I DONT LIKE THIS CHAPTER MUCH ITS CHEESY BUT  SHAWN IS SO SWEET I MEAN IN RL TOO OFC!! And I absolutely love it when he calls ppl 'hun' that is so sweet.. who doesn't wish he'd call them hun?!

Okay bye see ya :)))