Resolution.

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to jiminnie,

so

it's been a long while (about a month, actually, i'm sorry)

and

i think

(insert deep sigh here that i actually did)

i think there's something wrong with me again

not a bad thing, maybe, but my heart's been fluttering for a while now

my stomach is on a constant rollercoaster and i'm scared

i'm so scared, jimin

i know this feeling too well and i don't want it to be my downfall again

i've gotten so far

i can say your name without my voice cracking this time

i can see pictures of you and smile all the way up to my ears without a single tear falling from my face

is that a bad thing? i don't want to forget you. i don't want to replace you because

no one can ever replace you

but everytime my eyes meet his i think of you

and i feel my skin crawl like i'm doing something wrong but i feel it blaze like something is so... right

i always joke about my cold dead heart to you, right? how you make it feel beat warm and whole?

he makes me feel that way, too

and i'm so scared

but i think i like it.

it's been a few weeks now and i'm beginning to see my reflection in the cracked mirror again

someone stands beside me

i don't think i want to know who it is

yours (maybe),
dalhee

355 days