confused; it's crazy. where those guts came from; i'm not sure. how can the world run like this, with such stupid things going on? i can't control myself anymore; my feelings are let out of its cage. they damage almost everything that comes near, right? i should be chained up, restrained from spreading the hurt and stupidity. i can't forgive myself, even if it was of good reason. one more step, and i'll finally fall, saving everyone, right? - ???
