i just put on a smile when i hear it, even though i feel the opposite way. why does this longing still exist? long gone, it should be long gone. sadness fills me up once again, how fun. i won't be vocal, i won't cause any problems, i hope so.
the glass is half empty, not half full. the ball isn't bouncing up towards the sky for good, it's falling down back onto the ground. i don't have any more things to say, i'm tired of everything right now. - ???
