*sighs*

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I just realized how fucking unimportant I am to everyone and it fucking hurts and sucks. I'm 5 days clean and I just want to fucking cut right now. But I wanna stay clean. I wish my best friend was with me right now, he would know what to do. But I'm fucking alone without him. I just want to text him and forget about the world. He helps me and has helped me so fucking much. I only get to text him on the weekends... I just fucking give up. I want to fucking kill myself and no one would fucking care so why not? Why stay alive? Why should I not bleed to death? Why shouldn't I cut a vein? Why should I stay alive? Just why...?

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