Suicide

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I looked into the mirror
And I looked at my face
The voices started saying
"You're such a fucking disgrace"
"You should just kill yourself"
"No one really cares"
"Everybody hates you"
"Go hang yourself upstairs"
A tear slipped from my eye
As I started shaking my head
Maybe everyone would be happy
If I was actually dead
I slowly walked upstairs
With my head hanging down
I locked myself in my bedroom
Without making a sound
I started writing a note maybe even a letter
But it was truly quite sad
I started crying even more
My parents will finally be glad
"To whoever is reading this
I'm sorry I couldn't stay
I'm not that strong person you think I am
So here my body will lay
Even though I'm gone
Please don't start to cry
I will always be with you
Or even close by
Leave my room as it is
Don't touch anything please
Close the door on your way out
So you won't freeze"
I set the note down
And walked to my dresser
I grabbed my razor from on top
This'll be even messier
I sighed and started to shake
I sat down on the edge of my bed
In a few seconds
I'll finally be dead
I lifted up my sleeves
And cut many of my veins
People will think
"God that girls insane"
I started getting dizzy
And I fell to the ground
A smile crept upon my lips
And I'll never move again or make another sound

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