Broken Hearted Girl And Her Heartbreaker - Austin Mahone

Chapter 1

Nicole

On April 4 2015 is the day I've fallen in love all over again, Jaiden Isaac Mahone was born.

I smiled looking down at my little bundle of joy, he looks so much like him "Mommy I'm hungwy" My little two almost three old say, I chuckled "What do you want?" I said playing with his cury hair "Chocowte chips pancawes" he said not pronouncing the words right, I chuckled

"Come on then" I said getting up from the bed, I picked him up and sat him on my hip

I walked downstairs and to the kitchen, I sat him on the couch and turned on the television putting on spongebob while I make breakfast "Goodmorning" Becky said coming in the kitchen with her two year old daughter, Sophia.

"Morning" I said kissing hers and Sophs cheeks, causing her to giggle "Go watch TV with Jaiden" I said, she quickly wobbled to the living room "Wheres Sebastian?" I asked confused because he always comes down with Becky

"He went to work" She said getting bacon, I nodded and started making the pancakes with chocolate chips "So Christmas is coming" Becky said nervously "What about it?" I asked pouring the chocolate chips into the dough

"I was thinking instead of Kyle and Dominic coming over here maybe we can go to Florida?" She said making it sound like a question "I told you, I don't want to go back" I sighed flipping a pancake

I haven't went back to Florida in three years. The girls always come to visit, they came for my baby shower, When I gave birth and sometimes for the summer. They always send Christmas gifts since they can't come because the gang will suspect something.

And yes, they're still with Alex, Zach and Robert. I don't really like it but I don't have a say about it.

"Come on just for this whole month and then we don't have to go back" She begged causing me to sigh "I'll think about it" I said causing her to attack me with a hug "I said I'll think about it" I chuckled "Well you better think fast because we are leaving tonight" she said causing me look at her with wide eyes "why did you tell me until now?" I said annoyed "Because if I told you a week ago you'll say no" She sassed

I rolled my eyes and continued to make pancakes "Jai! Soph! Pancakes!" I yelled causing them to run/wobble to the kitchen

I grabbed their plates and cut pancakes into pieces "Thwk you mommy" Jaiden said stuffing his mouth with pancakes

Becky and I both laugh before we got our food and sat down with kids "What would you guys say if we go visit Uncle Kyle and Uncle Dominic?" Becky asked causing the kids two look at us excitedly "Are we going to see them?" Sophia asked excitedly "Yes, once you finish eating and pack your clothes" I said

We all ate and went upstairs to pack.

Austin doesn't know he's a father, I never told him. I don't want him in our lives, I know it selfish of me but if you were in my position, you would understand.

Jaiden hardly even asks about his father and when he does I say that he lives far away. He looked up to Sebastian, Kyle and Dominic as father figures because he loves them as if they were his father. I cried myself to sleep once because of how fucked up our situation was.

I always think about Austin, I mean how can I not when my baby looks exactly like him, his hazel greenish eyes, his nose, his plump lips, his eye shape, his hair, the only thing he got from me is my attitude and my love for food.

I was upstairs in our room packing clothes for the both of us, I changed Jaiden into a comfortable clothes for the plane and I changed as well.