HELLO My Name Is L.o.v.e.

•Chapter one~ 1967 Chevy Impala•

~Castiel~first person

We were sat in his 67' Chevy Impala, driving to Wisconsin, when I confessed my feelings. I was sat in shotgun of the car he calls "baby"

He spends all his time loving that car, it's his prize possession, other than Sam. He probably wouldn't trade it for the world. It's what he does in his spare time, scanning it for dents and marks, making sure it's spotless.

"I want to tell you something, Dean" I started.

As usual, he is ready to listen. Sat in the driver's seat, he turns to me, eyes focused on mine. The same look he always gives me when I say his name. As to say "What's the next problem in my life going to be?"

That was the look that made me feel a strange tingle inside. It was unwanted, but it felt so great.

Dean Winchester answers, "Yeah, what is it, Cas?"

I had told Sam months ago, and begged him not to tell his brother.

"I don't know what emotion this is, but I feel tingly inside" I ease into the topic,

"Cas, everything okay?" He asks

I watched Dean, looking at his lips. He sighs and then looks back at the road. It made me sweat when he focused. What was this strange emotion? I was now starting to think what Dean's response would be if I confessed. Would he tell me to go to heaven and stay? Would he pray to me anymore?

"Dean. Come with me."

Dean was confused for a moment, but I knew he knew what I meant. And he trusted me.

"Well, what about baby?" He clenched his jaw, he wasn't leaving the car.

"The car will be safe, trust me" I assured him.

Dean stopped to think for a second, then moved his hand on to mine, holding it loosely. His hand was warm, and I liked it.
I took us to a bar, in New York. That way, he would be happy drinking... well, whatever he drank.

He smiled at me, asking me why we were here. I explained that he needed a little time away from the job and I thought we could spend some time together. Seeming okay with it, he walked over to the bar, and slid some money to the bar lady. She smiled and laughed, nodding her head she went to get Dean's drink.

I went over to take a seat next to him, leaning on the bar. Within thirty seconds, the bar lady had come back with Dean's drink. Her collar was pulled down a little bit more, exposing a good amount of cleavage. She pushed the drink towards Dean, and leaned on the bar, as if trying to seduce him. Dean seemed chill with it.

I decided this should go no further, and stepped in, "Thanks, Ma'am, that'll be all"

Dean gave me a face, like 'seriously, man?'. The lady turned towards another customer, leaving Dean and I together. I stared at Dean's drink as he drank. I wondered what was going through his mind. The stress about Sam and the trials has put a lot of weight on him, and I was about to put on more.

We sat for about a minute when I perked up enough courage to say, "Dean, I'm in love with you"

It looked like he had froze, so I looked down, waiting for a response. Everything and everything was rushing through my head like I have never experienced before.

"So, the angel loves me," he clenches his jaw, "I can dig angel"

I smiled, and looked him in the eye. There had to be no words describing how I felt. Not even Metatron would be powerful enough to describe the way I felt. Dean reached for my hand, and I felt the same tingle as I had earlier. This time it was more intense. It was throughout my whole body, rather than just in my chest. I had fallen in love with a human. A man. What would God, my father, think of me?

I stuttered, but tried not to make a fool of myself, "S-So you feel t-the s-same way?"

"I'm yours, buddy." He replied

"How long have you.."

"That day when you took in all the souls from purgatory. You destroyed yourself. You went into a lake, and exploded. But I prayed every night that you would turn up somewhere. You just has to survive. I wanted you, Cas. I needed you."

"That was quite some time ago, Dean. I'm sorry." I looked down, in shame.

"Hey, I'm here now. So why don't you give my ass a hug?"

There was a silence in the bar, as Dean and I moved towards each other and hugged.

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