I hate that I love you brian x y/n

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Brian POV
I sit in the bar with tears still threatening to fall
I pick up my beer and I drink some
I look over to see a girl with sad eyes
I feel bad for her she seems nice
As I'm about to walk over the DJ talks
DJ okay everyone it's karaoke night who wants to sing
I see the girl walk up
Y/n I whisper to the DJ
DJ here you go and everyone this sweet heart is gonna sing I hate that I love you
The music starts
Y/n POV Play song
Feeling used but I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you
Why it hurts me every time
I see you
Realize how much I need you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
Brian POV
I walk up to see her sing
DJ hey sing with her
He gives me a microphone
I wait
Y/n I hate you I love you I hate that I want you
You want her
You need her
And I'll never be her
Brian POV
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweater from nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart to
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you
You wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know if you wanted me
You would just say so
And if I were you I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me lie with me get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all of my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges
Just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song
Y/n and Brian
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but can't put nobody else before you
Y/n
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her
You need her
And I'll never be her
All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Brian and y/n
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me
Y/n
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to
But I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her
You need her
And I'll never be her
The crowd cheers
DJ good job
We get off of the stage
I go to the bar to pay for my drink
But then I feel someone tap my shoulder
Brian hi
Thanks for singing with me
Brian no problem I'm Brian you
I'm y/n nice to meet you Brian
Brian are you okay
I smile at him
Your the first person who's asked me that
Brian and your the first girl I've ever sang with
First time for everything
Brian I guess so

2 years later
Brian and y/n are boyfriend and girlfriend and very happy together

I hope you enjoyed
Stay fabulous my ultimate family
Mkay out ✌️✌️️

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