new message ㅇ kim namjoon x reader

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"ayy... i don't know", i lied.

he nodded, "write me later if you want", he smiled.

"uhm namjoon, can you help me with this exercise?", said one of his friends.

i was shocked. he helped his friends with their work? aish, that's cute.

i would do that too, if i had friends.

"uhm, i think i should leave. i forgot something in class," i said and they passed.

ok, i wanted to be alone. i can't do this.

i slurp the milk of my bottle and ate my sandwich. after eating i watched at my clock. i had still some time, i think i'll read something.

"what are you reading?" asked someone suddenly.

i was shocked. no one would even talk to me usually.

"who wants to know?"

"a friend of yours aka namjoon," he said.

"you're not my friend, namjoon" i said and i was sad after saying those words. i regretted it afterwards.

"i am, but you don't know it yet," he said and sat next to me.

aish.

"no you don't, can you leave me alone? i wanna read my book as you can see."

"not possible, class begins in five minutes and i wanna talk with you," he said with a grin on his lips.

aish, i wanna kiss his lips.

w-wait, what?

"but i don't want, get it" i said as cold as possible. he nodded and stood up. he left the room.

ayy, namjoon - i'm sorry.

i took my phone out and wrote him.

you:
COME BACK
[delete <yes> or <no>]
[<yes>]

I DIDN'T MEAN IT LIKE THAT
[delete <yes> or <no>]
[<yes>]

PLEASE
[delete <yes> or <no>]
[<yes>]

I'M SORRY
[delete <yes> or <no>]
[<yes>]

okay, bye

ouch, why am i doing this?

crush:
what do u want?
annoy me?
i think you already hate me...

you:
ouch.
[delete <yes> or <no>]
[<yes>]

you're dumb as fuck,
use your brain,
i love you
[delete <yes> or <no>]
[<yes>]

i don't

you think that, but it's not true.

crush:
ah, ok
say the teacher i'm
ill or something
like this
i'll leave school earlier
i need fresh air.

hope you'll have fun,
please forget me and my words,
i love you
[delete <yes> or <no>]
[<yes>]

thanks

you:
aish, where are you?
[delete <yes> or <no>]
[<yes>]

i'm ill from not seeing you
[delete <yes> or <no>]
[<yes>]

i 'm coming
[delete <yes> or <no>]
[<yes>]

i need you
[delete <yes> or <no>]
[<yes>]

okay,  i'll do it. get some
fresh air for me too,
thanks

-
after school and still, you didn't wrote with him. you're scared, you didn't see him. you missed him, you needed a hug from him.
right now.

you called him.

"aish, namjoon where the fuck are you?!"

"uhm, at home? where else
should i be?"

"uh, can i com?"

"why do u ask?"

"ok, i'll stay at home"

"no , i'm just... ugh, come over"

"hmh? okay.."

"see you soon"

"but i-"

he hung up.

you:
uhm, idk where
you live

crush:
xxx

see u soon :)

you:
uhm, yeah