new message ㅇ kim namjoon x reader

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crush:
hey

sorry for being mad at you

you:
uhm, no problem

crush:
do u want to come
over tomorrow?

we want to show u
our new track.

we want to know
how it is :)

maybe we could
listen to your
voice?

i heard you like
rapping, too ^^

you:
aish, don't spam

i think i'll come over

write one sentence
and not 50 for few words,
pabo

crush:
mianhae

you:
everything's okay :)

-

you:
hey yoongi, it's
me y/n

yoongi:
hey, how are u?

you:
uhm, i think i'm fine

yoongi:
you think?

why?

what's wrong?

did namjoon do something
wrong?

you:
aish, no

i'm not sure about
my feelings

there are so many and
i'm so insecure

yoongi:
oh, you're in love,
aren't you?

you:
uhm, i think

don't tell it namjoon,
okay?

yoongi:
i won't :)

you:
thanks

okay, bye

i'll do my homework

yoongi:
i thought you have
none?

you:
caught...

i wanna think a little
bit

yoongi:
uhm, can i think with u?

i need some fresh air

see u in 15min at the old tree?

you:
uh, sure

see u soon :)

yoongi:
see u soon *^*

-
you went to the park and waited for yoongi. he came after few minutes.

"uhm, hey yoongi" i said shyly.

he took me in a tight hug. aish. why am i embarrassed when i'm in body contact with boys?

"hey y/n, so what's wrong?"

"i don't know. i can't think."

"uhh, you are in love. i'm sorry."

"no problem, but how did you know that?"

"ah, just a feeling" he winked.

i laughed shyly.

whats wrong with me?

"who is it?" he asked.

should i say namjoons name?

"uhm you don't know him," i smiled.

he's to clever to believe this.

"uh, it's namjoon, don't?"

i nodded shyly.

why the freaking hell am i so shy today?

"whatever, what's about your problem?"

"oh well. i am at your neighbors school. that means i can't be with u guys. but i'm scared. scared about namjoon. sometimes he do dumb things and i'm scared that he would hurt his self. please take care of him. you can call me every time even if i'm at school. i'm allowed to pick up," he said.

i was shocked.

"w-what's wrong with namjoon? yoongi, i'm scared"

"his parents died after a car accident. he had over months depressions. me as best friend took care of him and move to his apartment. sometimes he's dumb and smoke or self-harm himself, i'm not proud of saying this - but you need to know the truth but please don't be scared," he answered my question and i nodded.

"i swear on everything i have, i'll take care of him. i won't let him alone"

yoongi nodded. "thanks, but keep being a good friend for him, okay?"

"i'll try," i smiled.

he nodded for a 'thanks'.

"uhm i think i should go home," i said.

he was going along with me to my place than he left.

aish i need some sleep.

i went up in my room changed my clothes and brushed quickly my teeth.

after that i jumped into my bed and fall asleep.

good night world.