38. My Dilemma

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(Your POV)

I was in the Pokemon Center 

I'm thinking too much about Ash

Maybe I was wrong . . . I still love him

Yes I do!

I did wrong back there . . . 

I still love him 

He is my problem 

I LOVE him the most!

But I also HATE him the most!

It's just . . . 

I kept thinking about it until Dawn came inside my room

"What happened?" She asked

I told her about my feelings

"I think he is my dilemma" I said

"Yeah you are right" She agreed

"What do I do!?" I said

I ended up crying and screaming for him

"It was't right  to say him things like this!" I shouted

"I understand your feelings but you can't force him to love you" She said

"I KNOW!" I said 

"You are angry" Dawn said

"He is my dilemma" I said

"Yes, you don't have other way around with him do you?" She said

"No" I said 

You make me so upset sometimes I feel like I would lose my mind

The conversation goes nowhere, cause you're never gonna take me there  

And I know what I know and I know you're no good for me

Yeah, I know what I know and I know it's not meant to be  

Here's my dilemma one half of me wants you And the other half wants to forget 

My dilemma from the moment I left you I just can't get you out of my head 

And I tell myself to run from you but I find myself attracted to my dilemma 

 I could live without you 

Your smile, your eyes, the way you make me feel inside

I could live without you but I don't wanna

Oh, you make me so upset sometimes 

My dilemma, it's you 

My Dilemma . . .  

A/N - So how is the chapter and the song? I think I messed up a bit in this one so sorry for that


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