"it's 10th of January, just to make sure that if this files might get jumbled, you could still puzzle out which one comes first.
so, i visited a doctor last day and found out i suffer from depression and anxiety.
and i don't know how long i could fight with this. i didn't tell mom, i don't want her to get worried. and i don't want to be a burden.
the doctor said making a diary or something like that might help, like an outlet. so, i recorded, instead. i'm afraid that i might cut myself when i have an attack, so i asked the doctor, he said rubber bands can help, so bought a rubber band after. and i'm glad you beleived in my excuse. i guess i'm a good liar too.
and josh, i'm talking to you."
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trapdoor: finish this waste of a life. [COMPLETED]
Fanfiction"i'm thinking of it. over and over and over again for days now, and i finally found the right sentence for this record, i love you, josh." --tyler joseph