"May 7th.
i tried to stop my meds, but i got worse. i had 2 attacks in 4 days which is so horrible. i can't... i just can't fight it... i need my meds... really.
i... i don't have someone to talk to and all i got is my meds and this recorder.
*long pause*
maybe... just maybe, time will come that all this secrets will come out. my anxiety, and my feelings for you. me, being a bi.
and i wouldn't know what i would do if that day would come. i wish... i wish i am dead if that day comes."
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trapdoor: finish this waste of a life. [COMPLETED]
Fanfiction"i'm thinking of it. over and over and over again for days now, and i finally found the right sentence for this record, i love you, josh." --tyler joseph